When I stopped thinking about my legacy and started appreciating each little moment.
When I stopped thinking about what I want to be known for in my work and started asking myself how I WANT TO KNOW MYSELF
When I stopped thinking I needed to be a spiritual guru, teacher, channel, business chick, cool entrepreneur…
When I realized that it’s about the experience of life that I’d LOVE to have this time around.
When I realized that running women’s circles and talking about the feminine isn’t the ultimate goal of my life.
When I grieved and grieved the loss of something so existential from my childhood and the choices I have made, the way I’ve circled around my own joy. Avoiding it.
When I stopped feeling responsible for healing the burdens of my lineage.
When I started to put my time and energy into something that brings me joy. When I started to make movement my priority. Training my body a priority. Caring for my body so I can get in my 10,000 hours.
When I heard the universe asking me “WHO DO YOU WANT TO BE? you get to decide. That is what this year is about for you.”
Inside I hear myself screaming. I’m a dancer. I’m a fucking dancer. I choose that.